Another Due Date Come And Gone

Another Not So Due Date

Well, its official. Her due date has come and gone. Just like the boys'. All of my children are stubborn it appears. I knew this was probably going to be the case from the beginning. And yet, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't still a little disappointed. I'm done being pregnant. I'm overstretched, uncomfortable, tired, and hurting. I'm ready to meet this little girl. I know at most I'm only days away from meeting her and yet it feels like it is never going to happen.

There is so much in my life that I have no control over right now. With the COVID-19 stuff, and not knowing when I will have this baby. It is hard to just let go. Just trying to hang on for these last few days. My next Dr's appointment is Thursday, so if she isn't here by then I will have to make some harder decisions. Hoping she will come on her own because I hate hard decisions! Or any decisions! 

Next post will be Arbor's birth story! Can't wait to see when and what it is!

4/19/20 - 40 Weeks - Due Date